loosing weight

i never wake up hungry.
i do mean never.
it takes me a little while to really acknowledge my hunger.
call me malnourished, but i'm nothing compared to people i know.
there's this girl, checked into the hospital because she refused to eat.
some of you may recognize this as anorexia.
her heart became weak.
doctors claim that her heart could stop at any moment.
it's funny.
the more you eat, theoretically, the more weight you gain.
the more weight you gain, the higher your chances health complications.
the less you eat, theoretically, the less you tend to weigh.
the lower your weight, the higher your chances of health complications.
eat too much and you die.
don't eat enough and you die.
it's a sick reality knowing that one day you will die.
the chance of you dying are: 1:1.
50 out of 50 people will die at some time in their life.
point being, this morning i started to get dressed, and found that my clothing was too big.